Twenty-two-month-old Leo hits me playfully along with his pillow.
“Daddy pillow!” he says proudly.
Daddy pillows – or mommy pillows, if it’s mother who’s deployed – are depictions of mother or dad in moveable, squeezable and, most significantly, washable kind. My children have one – a lot of army children do – as a result of they’re nice for cuddling and pillow fights, particularly when your dad is all the way in which in Qatar, like Leo’s.
His father is within the Air Power and shall be away this Christmas whereas Leo and his brother, Hiram, 5, and sister, Nora, 7, are stateside with their mother, Kristen.
“What do you miss about Daddy when he’s gone?” I ask them.
“He doesn’t get to tickle us,” Hiram tells me.
“And we additionally do Legos with him,” Nora says.
Many army households shall be spending this vacation season aside. Near 200,000 service members are deployed abroad, together with almost 90,000 in Europe, in response to the Pentagon – greater than we’ve seen in virtually 20 years because of the buildup of US troops supporting NATO following Russia’s invasion of Ukraine.
Even inside america, many army households have needed to make the troublesome choice to dwell individually. Service members report back to new assignments alone whereas their households stay in a special state to accommodate their children’ training, well being care and the profession of the non-military partner.
The period of time they spend away from their household is the highest concern of concern for active-duty service members, Nationwide Guard households and Reserve households, in response to the latest annual army household life-style survey by the nonprofit Blue Star Households. Lawmakers and the Division of Protection depend on the group’s knowledge to make coverage choices affecting army households.
I sat down with seven kids from three households who signify numerous branches of the army to speak about how they’re making sense of being separated from a father or mother this vacation season and what they’re lacking whereas they’re away.
“I can’t throw the soccer with him,” says Ollie Smith, 8, whose household is celebrating Hanukkah and Christmas whereas his father is away.
His dad is a commander within the Coast Guard, a rescue helicopter pilot who “does a number of cool stuff and … saves folks from the ocean.”
Ollie and his sister Kailey, 17 – in addition they have a 16-year-old brother, Owen – reside on the East Coast whereas their dad is “geo-baching,” army converse for “geographic bachelor.” Which means their dad has moved on to his subsequent obligation station in San Francisco alone whereas the household stays behind. On this case, it’s in order that Kailey didn’t have to begin at a brand new faculty for her senior 12 months and her mother, an assistant principal who lately accomplished her doctorate, can proceed her profession uninterrupted.
Kailey has been driving her brothers to highschool and swim observe and doing the household grocery purchasing whereas her dad is gone. It’s additionally school choice time and he or she would love to have her dad round for this crucial time.
“I miss having two sides [of] perspective … if I’m scuffling with a sure concern,” she says. “Proper now, I’m simply getting my mother’s aspect, and he or she does give ample recommendation, however I do miss having my dad’s perspective on sure issues – and giving him hugs.”
Silas Jones, 7, and his brother Caden, 9, have been all over the world with their dad and mom, however now their dad, Navy Petty Officer 1st Class Farrod Jones, is stationed in Japan with out them.

Silas rattles off all of the locations they’ve lived collectively as a household: “Spain … America … and …” – he pauses, attempting to recollect the final place they had been – “… it’s the place the place it’s actually chilly.”
“Canada?” Ollie Smith gives.
“Are we certain it’s Canada?” I tease.
Silas nods, however I’m wondering.
“Wait, no,” he reconsiders. “Germany! Germany!”
It seems they visited Germany whereas residing in Spain, however not being certain the place you’ve lived is a standard hazard of army childhood.
Silas says he shall be emotional when he lastly will get to see his dad and he’ll cry.
“Glad tears,” he says.
“I’d most likely really feel upset as a result of he left,” his brother Caden provides. I respect him mentioning this as a result of he’s additionally needed to make a sacrifice for his dad to serve, and that’s very troublesome to make sense of while you’re 9.
“I’d most likely cry a number of tears and I’d miss him and provides him an enormous hug and I’d say, ‘Thanks for coming again,’” Caden says.
“What would you like him to know since he’s going to be away from you?” I ask.
“I would like him to know that I’m gonna at all times be with him and that he’ll love me and I really like him, though we’re separate,” Caden solutions.
“We love you and keep robust,” Ollie says.
“I really like him and he loves me,” Nora says of her dad in Qatar, however she’s additionally fixated, understandably, on all of the particular events she received’t get to share with him whereas he’s deployed.

“My dad isn’t gonna be right here for Christmas, and he’s not going to be right here for my birthday, and he’s not going to be right here for Leo’s birthday and his birthday,” she notes.
“Do you ever get used to that?” I ask.
“Not likely,” Nora says.
Kailey, now virtually prepared to go away for school, remembers being the age of just about each one of many different army children sitting on the sofa together with her for this interview. She says it was tougher to simply accept her dad being away when she was youthful.
“I knew my dad was saving folks. I knew that he was flying out and he had night time calls, he had obligation. I knew that was taking place however I didn’t actually know to the extent what he was doing. It simply damage as a result of I didn’t perceive … why he was gone,” she recollects.
“However now it’s extra of like, OK, I get it … and I can’t maintain him again or be upset about it.”
Supply: CNN